there are so many things that I have in my heart to say, words to express and thoughts to expell but when I sit down to do so I just draw a blank. I think that I might delete this journal and start anew somewhere else. i have fond memories of livejournal but as I have grown I realize that I am not the same girl that once cried into this box, and it is ok to actually leave some things behind. I don't have to save every memory, I don't have to download every old file. It's ok to just let the past lie in it's grave.